I leave for London today for a business trip Now I just hope that God will give me the strength to carry on. I have done my duty as a husband and father. This past few weeks have been hell and I really do not wish this on anyone. I guess I will be seeking legal representation shortly to get things sorted out. I packed up my bags and now am living in a hotel with just my suitcases for tonight. I guess I don’t want this child to go through the same emotional scars. But right now, I think I understand how his child must have felt when his dad got into the limelight. When the sex scandal of his came out, I did not give it too much thoughts. I was schoolmates with Michael Palmer and knew who he was. But the child is really innocent and if there was no children involved, I am sure you would be reading this in the New Paper shortly about the next sex scandal in Singapore. I know some people think it is a dumb thing to do. I really would like to publize this whole event but the only thing stopping me is seeing my daughter. If anyone out there is a dad, you will understand that a child is innocent. I saw my daughter and just hugged her for the longest time. Being cuckloid is one thing but to be lied to time and again. Seriously, how can a woman who has pledged to love you and take care of you ever do something like that to another. She would not ask for a single penny not that that matters. She told me she would not ask for anything because she knew she was in the wrong and she knows that I have the proof to back it up that she has been hoodwinking me all this time. I really felt like tearing them apart with my own two hands. And seriously, if I blow this matter up, it would really hurt him a lot just as much as she would also get it. During this trip overseas, I had the opportunity to chill out and think things through and really, I feel that the other guy is a bastard. She begged me not to spill the beans on the guy as he was already married and in the civil service and could lead to a lot of trouble for him, while at the same time begging me not to tell on her. She begged for my forgiveness and told me the truth about what I already knew. She told me she knew she was totally wrong and that she should not have lied to me.
Apparently, a few people reading my blog called the person and the bastard told the bitch!Īnyway, we drove to the nearby park to talk. While we were in the car, she told me that she knew that I was tracking her. I just arrived back in Singapore this morning.
It shows that Singaporeans do care and it also shows that a majority of people do have morals still. It is hard going through this alone really and sometimes some of the things said have been very touching and offers of help or to listen to me are greatly appreciated. But I do like to thank everyone who has shown concern to me.
I read all the comments on the blog and to be honest, I wish I had the time to reply or comment. I guess only Fathers would understand what I am going through right now. She may not be mine, but she will always be special to me. But then again, she was not mine to begin with. Someone who would I thought would be there when I was old and senile. I have been betrayed by someone who I thought would be there by my side when I was in my 60s and 70s. To be honest, I am thinking what my options are. She again begged that I do not blow it up. She told me that she would sign the divorce paperwork and said that she would not seek any alimony from me. She asked me to take down the blog as she feels really ashamed about it. But I was terse and straight to the point. She called to find out how I was this afternoon. But then I travel and have been in other hotels, so guess really the problem is this. Guess it is either my problems that was causing me another sleepless night or just in a new environment. Was tossing and turning in bed the whole night.
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